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Monday, 27 March 2006
It's a New Year
Now Playing: Nothing... I'm listening to the silence.... for once...
Well it's a new year. Well... It was. It's new since I last wrote on this thing, at least. Term 1 is nearly over... And i breathe a sigh of relief. Year 10 is worse than I thought. Only because when I thought, I wasn't thinking about the yr 10 certificate. Oh goody ^.^
Blaaaargh.
Weeelll... everyone still hates me, but I have a boyfriend! *gasp!* that's right, the girl that no one could ever love has a boyfriend and i've been feeling quite loved. <3
Oh but this chick... ummm.. no name calling. Let's just call her Puppy. =)
So Puppy has been being an absolute dog, as usual. She has the most horible voice that's really high pitched and bithy-sounding, really. And all she ever says is 'I'll punch ya in the face!'
If she wanted to punch me in the face so badly, i'm sure she would've done it by now.
She calls me a bitch and a scrag and i don't believe she's been able to think up anymore creative names.
I think she feels kind of intimidated by my confidence because everytime she says something i laugh at her with Claire and we mock her all the time and she knows i don't care if she hits me and she knows i won't hit her back because i'm not goin to lower myself to her level so i always see the way she looks at me when we're laughing. She looks kind of upset that i'm not worried. Almost scared. Probably because she can't do anything about it. That's what i think she's worried about. Just that she doesn't scare me. She tries to put on this tough image but it's not gonna work on me.
Anyway... I've talked... Typed, long enough.
Posted by ambergummerson
at 8:15 PM EADT
Sunday, 11 September 2005
I Suck
Mood:
 hug me
Now Playing: Change Of Pace
i'm feeling... nothing. ugh. empty. daniel's sick (again) and i can't even do nethin to cheer him up. i hate that. i hate it when my friends are down and i make it worse. not much to say now... hmm... meh.
Posted by ambergummerson
at 4:07 PM NZT
Wednesday, 7 September 2005
*suspicious*
hmm.. today i did environment group and nearly killed a worm!! :'( it was devastating... hmm.. i also lost my guitar pick :( oh well i'll find it it's around here somewheres...
Posted by ambergummerson
at 10:50 PM NZT
Tuesday, 6 September 2005
Listen to mu he knows what he's on about
Mood:
 happy
Now Playing: Dizzy - GGD
All these times i constantly put myself down, of how badly i think i have turned out, and how much my lifes sucks and how many times i should end it...i have suddenly realised. My life is great, i have a loving mother, and a loving brother, all the friends i need, even if most of them are on the other side of the world. a chance to get an education, and im not all that unattractive. If other people think i am alright looking, then i suppose i am? I mean, i carry a bit of excess weight, and blah, everyone obsesses, and everyone has their simple inperfections. I am a prick to most people, but only to those who deserve it. The world is beautiful, even though the greed and selfishness of people like me find eachother's simple inperfections and have a war about them. It is unneccicary, and for some reason, the idiots of today's society are doing nothing about it. but im not one for polotics, i am simply explaining, that my life isnt really that hard, and neither is anybody's reading this, because you all have, or had your chance.
So you listen to music to make you feel better about yourself, people around you, or you listen to negative feed music, that makes you hate everything. You can't let these damned music artists earn money for ruining YOUR life. If you choose to listen to it, by all means, do so, but if you let the negative feedback get to you, you're weak minded. You can think for yourself, you don't need some musician to think for you, he, nor anybody else, is being payed to think for you...unless they're an accountant, or something along those lines.
Love is a simple emotion only a human is braindead enough to think up. But if it gives you comfort, let's you sleep at night, makes you feel good, then its yours. If you use it as a damned excuse for ruining your relasionship with your Significant Other, you're a stupid idiot, and you use the terms too lightly. I would be 100% involved with this so called "Love" if i hadn't seen people around me use the terms like they use oxygen.
And heres a little simple fact...Sex Isn't Everything, and its definately not 'love'. It is simply for reproduction. If you're horny, which you will no doubt become, one time or another (or LOTS of others) everyone has hands! No need to ruin TWO people's lives by using faulty contriception, and having to drop out of school to support the damn kid for half of your life.
Everyone has their beliefs, respect them if you will, just don't let these cults draw you in. Theres no point. You can do whatever you want in this life, with hardwork and/or consequence.Live life like you should. You only have one, and if you fuck it up, by god, its what you deserve. Obey your parents, DONT smoke weed and Stay in school, kids.
-Mu
Posted by ambergummerson
at 11:48 PM NZT
Sunday, 28 August 2005
Mood:
 d'oh
Now Playing: Nirvana-Heart Shaped Box
Well.. I haven't written in here for a while.. couldn't be bothered :). i can't say much about specific ppl on here in case anyone from school finds it then i can get suspended for what i do in my spare time. stupid school rules i can do whatever the hell i want don't try and stop people from expressing themselves!! oh well... i shall make up names for them.
right now i am quite FREAKING PISSED SO DAMN BAD at my dear friend.. uh.. lucy? lol. she's always bitchin at me ALL OF THA FREAKIN TIME! whiny bitch she's worse than me coz what she whines about has nothin to do with her. she should mind her own frikn business!! she complains in class that i don't do my work and says that i piss her off becoz i don't do my work HOW LAME IS THAT??? it's none of her frikn business!!!! i can do what i want it's my life! stupid frikn snobby stuck-up posh 'sofisticated' (yer sofisticated my ass she's just a try-hard) with her bloody 'refined taste' (she'd like to think so..) my friends have been wonderin why i've bn sittin with a differnt group l8ly she's part of the reason. another reason is that wen i'm there they dnt notice me or even care! now that i'm gone, NOW they notice me. wen i sit dwn there they just shut me out neway. grrr.. i'll probly have more to write soon... (i do right now but it's irrelevant so maybe another time.. maybe.)
Posted by ambergummerson
at 8:12 PM NZT
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